I walked in with believing that my life was a TV show that I did not sign up for. On par with The Truman Show with Jim Carrey in it. My thoughts really haven't drifted from that. But they are clearing up. So suddenly. And it's been about a week and a half. I couldn't help but say I was doing better on the Social Security forms. I hope it stays that way. It just sprung on me when I picked up L&M's Turkish Blend 100's to smoke. There are so many times that it should be there and it isn't. A prayer answered or something. Everything is coming my way. And I think everything is in it's right place. I am so happy that I could just savor the moments alone. And it is such a game to it.