So Sorry that you're struggling! Please do not give up! i am happy that things are getting better now at least for you. Do not hesitate to contact a doctor if you need Help. Hopefully you won't need Hospitalization but if that is the case please do consider it. i Hope your daughter's graduation will go Well. Do try to do the best you can. i am here if you need it and Hopefully many others as well. i Hope things will improve for everyone really soon. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Aviza, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!