I just feel lousy. I’m not sleeping, I’m fatigued, I hurt and I’m having gastrointestinal issues. I don’t handle being ill very well. Not in a poor me way but in a how dare you! way. My family is eating out tonight to see my nephew who is in the military before he leaves and to meet my niece’s fiancée and I’m not well enough to go. It’s a real bummer! I guess compassion is called for instead of trying to force myself better. Oh well! I’ll work on compassion and self love instead of anger and hope I get better soon.

I send hugs to all.