I also had my appointment with my primary half an hour after the Pdoc. I explained the abnormal bleeding. He gave me a referral to a gynecologist for an exam and an ultrasound. Said my uterus may be thickening. Which is what I thought too. If that’s the case I may be approved by my insurance for a hysterectomy since it would be medically necessary and I wouldn’t have to go through all the hoops if it wasn’t medically necessary. The referral is in my old state but I asked specifically for a person who is trans friendly. My doctor didn’t know anyone in my state but he knew about this doctor who’s in the same network. My mom said this doctor isn’t too far. The others were in the big hospitals in the city. But that’s if it’s not medical.

I just wish my Pdoc hadn’t brought up my old T. I think I’d be ok being on a waiting list and with the new meds. Also the bleeding was majorly stressing me out and now that I’m getting that taken care of I feel better.

But I feel really sick today and I can’t eat much and I had a ton of sudden diarrhea earlier. I wish I had mentioned this to someone. But my “period” is in 10 days and I often feel badly physically during my PMDD.

I just hope I didn’t wreck anything with all my melatonin,Xanax, and Advil. I really wish I had talked to my primary about this.