So Sorry you're struggling! Please do not give up! i don't have much advice to give as i don't take this med and don't have bipolar myself. Just wanted to let you know that i am here and that i Hope that things will Improve really soon for everyone. Definitely consult with your pdoc and/or therapist as well. Please do keep us updated if you can and want to. Many hugs and stay Safe. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @xRavenx, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!