Please go to the Alliance of hope online. Like many mental illness suicide is hard to relate to unless you’ve been affected by it. It is the best resource out there in my opinion Sensitive and empathetic friends and family will listen but don’t realize how this type of passing is incredibly complex.
I’d love to hear back from you and how you are feeling. I lost an amazing friend 3 weeks ago. I’m reeling and a million different simultaneous emotions.
You have to follow your heart with your healing process.