This Xanax withdrawal sucks. My Valium is just going right through me and I can’t eat anything without getting super anxious. So I just haven’t been eating. At least I think it’s just a Xanax withdrawal. I know I’m dealing with PMS and still recovering from my surgery even though I think I’m pretty healed. Also dealing with that therapy **** as well which is stressful. My Pdoc said I should be under this amount of stress with everything that’s going on with the move and my surgery and the unprofessionalism of my therapist. But this anxiety is just the worst. I barely ate anything yesterday. I’m at my lowest weight since last summer. My therapist asked on Wednesday if I was restricting. That was the first time I’ve been asked that by her. My mom doesn’t seem to really care that I haven’t been eating much. Just like with my brothers massive weight gain she’s not saying anything. But I don’t know if I’m not eating because of a possible ED or if it’s just the withdrawal and anxiety and Noom. I got my weekly shot early today and it doesn’t seem to be making much of a difference either way.