I suffer fro life long depression anxiety and I am in recovery fro alcoholism. For years I was a burning pit of anger as I was so lonely and unhappy. Getting better at controlling my anger but CEN ruined my life. My mum was in and out of mental health facilities for many years. My father was a narcissist who doted on my brother. I was just wall paper. No one noticed or cared. Feel sad for my inner child who is hurting so much still.