Oh and by the way L, I did hear that one thing you said yesterday. But I'm not sure I'm strong enough for that, y'know? I mean how does one even know when they are strong enough for that part of this work? Mine's big. Granted, not as big as it used to be, this I know. But... still not sure I'm strong enough to really face it down as a whole, you know? Anyway, I just ordered a book on Amazon about this part of the work that I should get tomorrow so will try to have it read before we meet again in 2 weeks.