Welcome! So Sorry you're struggling! i think it is normal that you'd have some difficulty given that being a single parent is quite different from being a married parents i think. i agree with the wise and wonderful CANDC about trying to find some nice activities to do with him perhaps when he arrives there. Perhaps there are some other people near you with children whom may be willing to let their children play together. i am not sure if you have already tried that, i Apologize if you did. Hopefully things will improve really soon for everyone. Please do not give up. Hugs. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Piper22, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!