Accepting what I'm going through at the moment is hard. This is the first time I've experienced this kind of loss, and...the thing is, I knew him well enough to understand why, but understanding why doesn't make a bit of difference. When someone writes that eloquently about 'it'...a different it this time, but still an unspeakable thing...
Four letter word, four letter word, four letter word.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
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