I've asked people to help me with my house. I've asked people to help with my trash. And the answer is always, "No!" I have no where else to turn. I try to do the best I can. It hurts to get myself something to drink and to get myself food. I don't cook. I just put things in the microwave. I have a walker. I move very slowly with it. It still hurts when I use the walker. I won't move much cause of the pain. My family doesn't care and the doctor's don't care. I asked for a parking sticker and was told no. I'm tired of leaving my house for things. I will start canceling appointments. It hurts too much to walk to them. Plus I am tired all the time. I don't care about my health anymore.