I miss you. I miss you so much I feel like my heart is broke in to a million pieces and can never be repaired. The thought of never seeing you again, never speaking to you again is killing me. I just want to email you and beg you to reconsider but knowing that you didn’t actually like me as a person means I know it would be pointless as you were relieved to get rid of me. I tried so hard to be a good client, to get it right, to ensure you liked working with me but I failed. I’m just too bad, toxic and evil for anyone to ever truly care about me. How do I move on? How do I stop this deep all consuming pain? I just want to go back in time and change things. I can’t stand this.