Haven't posted here in a while. Working part time as a housing support specialist with major pressure to be full time. It's wearing out my car, from driving all over town.

So I'm working with a votech person to find something else. Part of me doesn't want to find a different job but I'm having a lot more bad days, which i can usually adjust my schedule around. But the job is demanding. And it's costly to work there. But tons of perks, i won't get anywhere else.

It's a decision. Reason i involved a votech guy. Been there 7 months looking for a different job since i started. It's tough to find something that suits my needs. This is like the perfect job education wise. But not really in other ways.

I wish i could just work full time and not get too stressed out. This job is career building. And i have 20 years left of working years before retirement. I totally want to push myself. My workers are all like don't do it. You'll lose what you've gained. I hate this disability crap. Now i just want to win the lottery so i can buy my own place. My apt is nice it's affordable. I just feel hindered.