When I think more about it, I really can't afford to make her angry right now. She maxed out my credit cards back when I thought she was trustworthy. Some equipment I need to earn a living are in her control (shut in her bedroom) and I don't have money to buy new ones for myself. So until I can get my own income outside the family business, I can't risk making her angry. I've been applying for other jobs for years without any success. So I guess I'm stuck living with a crazy dirty person until I die.