yeah Ro, i do wonder those things, too. I've been in 5 years now, with 5 different t's. Current t is just 7 months and as of yesterday i think i'm a t-flunky. i just can't do it. she even said that it is time i start trying to talk about important things in there. she doens't understand - i tried. the words just wouldn't come out. Depends on the day wether or not i think i'm not sick enough...or think i'm not sick at all... or really know that i need assistance. but every week i feel like i'm wasting my t's time.