It's a lot harder to go back to normal activities than I realized. I asked a friend to meet up outside and long story short we are now meeting up at an indoor only horrible restaurant that I wouldn't have wanted to go to even before the pandemic. It's popular with families with kids, who can't be vaccinated even if they want to be. I also think that it's the kind of restaurant anti-vaxxers would go to. I am just so grossed out at the thought of sitting there and do not want to eat anything or breathe that air.

I really want to cancel. This has happened just about every time I have made plans that involves meeting indoors at a restaurant or coffee shop.

ETA: I have always been on the high maintenance side when it comes to food and drink and this pandemic is making it even worse. I am not sure how to fix this when I feel 100% justified due to Covid.