not well. i started getting more sleep and for some reason that brought back the feelings of guilt over my bunnies. they have all passed on now but the guilt lingers. i did my best to care for them but i should have re-homed them as i didn't have a yard. i was so worried they would be stuck in a cage if i rehomed them and i didn't want them to feel abandoned, so i kept them. and i got so caught up in caring for them i wasn't thinking straight. they were free-roam at my place. i did try to move to a place with a yard but that fell through. i even quit my job when one of them got injured so i could take care of him, but for some reason i feel i should have done more. i sacrificed so much for them. i had been able to put the guilt on the back burner but it has come back. i had sought pet loss counseling but there must be deeper issues here. i have to find a way to cope with this. ack.
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