Dear T.

They say that when someone you love dies, it changes you. I am scared that you are going to change. As my therapist I need you to not change, please. I mean I guess it could change you in your personal life, but maybe that doesn't mean you will change in the way you work.

I hope that you are ok. I hope that you are planning on returning to work. I feel like I just need to sit with you.

Please take care. And please come back. We are so nearly there, it feels.

I love you.

Me.