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Well Done on the 6 months! I went over a decade at one point but it doesn't take much to slip back and when you do...as I found out the hard way...it's SO hard to get back to square one of not drinking at all.

I want you to know that your support and understanding DOES help as I'm surrounded by a lot of people who don't understand.

I'll be getting away from that for a few days this weekend and hopefully it will give me time to reorder my thoughts so to speak.

I'm going to spend a few days with a friend in Cheshire, a nice part of the country, away from the hood a few days may help. Not being surrounded all the time by drink and drugs may help and my ptsd should be lower. I know it's a poor excuse but that's always been my excuse for drinking...excuse I know for sure!

Thank you again for your continued support and please do feel free to pm me any time you need.