The other T I emailed messaged back yesterday saying she was fully booked until Sep or she could give me a referral.

I haven't replied yet.

I didn't sleep well last night. First the girl in the bathroom next door woke me up then then thunder and rain at around 3am.

Final exam in two days. When I woke up later today I cried because it was mainly because I felt so exhausted more then anything.

Has all of this really been worth it at the price of my mental health?

I would say no.