My husband of 5 years (together for 10) left once again last week, for probably the 20th time. He disappeared just before my mom came to visit, and to add insult to injury, he said he might have come back over the weekend if she weren't there. Now he says it's over for good. I am so sad and scared, can't eat or sleep, having trouble focusing on work. I probably have to move, because the only family in this area are on his side. In the meantime I'm worried about getting stuck with the bills for an apartment I can't afford on my own. It's never been a positive or stable relationship but I still just wish he would come back.