I got sucked into a background check thing well i looked up my ex husbands. I sneak peaked at their online accounts. The ones i don't see regularly.

Anyway it's making me sad. I saw a twitter post about my 3rd husband marrying me, he was excited. He was an awful husband but it's making me a little sad. I blocked him on facebook. Debated about unblocking him but decided not a good idea. Letting him in would be detrimental to me.

Saw my 1st husbands namesake. And how put together my first husbands life is while mine is a mess. He took my advice. But still it's making me sad. My life is so empty. His is so full. He got everything he wanted.

I'm just dealing with delayed heartbreak.