I want to be a dolphin, gliding through the water splashing about cqarefree. their is not a day I don't think about that, what would it be like in another body and another life

but I know not even plastic surgery can make me in to a dolphin, so my second wish is to be a kid again. I don't just mean do kid stuff, I actually mean be a kid, being able to sit on a swing comfortably, or to cry for cuddles, or to crawl around the bedroom floor searching for my toys. I think what I really want is to be a baby/toddler. I had such a bad childhood (abusive mother), and it's certainly a lot more apealing than a woman with creaky bones and enough mental health issues to write a book.

my mental health journey also started as a kid



so going back before that time and staying their would be good