So Sorry for your Losses! Please Do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters in realting to what you wrote. i also feel nostalgic for my teen years although i wasn't the happier person even then. But i think it was still better than where i am now. Honestly even just coming back to a couple of years ago would be Better. i am So Sorry you have to put up with this. i think seeing a therapist may Help like the other wise and wonderful posters have already suggested. i think people may want to come back to the past when they don't feel comfortable in the present. Definitely give it a try. i Apologize if this post wasn't particularly Helpful. Please do Stay safe. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @cookiepie234, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!