Definitely will try to get into NAMI

Meanwhile here’s a photo that keeps me intact whenever I fall apart. It’s a buttercup. It’s all over my bedroom wall and it’s my FB profile picture. I’m growing a garden full of them. Cuz you know, it’s what he used to call me.

And if I could have it be daylight 24/7, I would. Cuz I need all the sunshine I could get. He used to also call me that ya kno