I have these episodes where I want to hurt myself, but I know I can’t because I am the main caregiver for my severely handicapped son. So the only way I figure I can hurt myself is to push away the people that are trying to help me and also care about me. This last time I pushed to point the person I pushed I don’t think will forgive me. The only thing is I need that person in my life to help me.

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