So Sorry for what you and your Family are going through! Please Do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about contacting your treatment team if you haven't already. Hope they will be able to Help. i also agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about reaching out to other people if you need support irl. i am here and Hopefully many others as well. Please remember that you're not alone. iHope tha tthings will go well for your grandmother. Hopefully everything will turn out to be Ok. Please keep us updated if you want to. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @HALLIEBETH87, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!