I’m trying my best again. This dumb PMDD is really rough this month. These last few days I’ve had to split up my morning and night meds and Valium into shifts so I’m taking something every few hours because of how bad my anxiety gets and how quickly my meds are wearing off right now. This morning I took a Geodon and a Valium, then at noon I took a Valium and a Geodon, then I took a Valium an hour ago, I just now took my 200 lamictal and propalanol. Then in another couple hours I’ll take my night Geodon and my 25 mil lamictal.

It’s really the only thing that’s keeping me from losing my mind until I can get into see a doctor.