michele, you sound just like me!!! Wow, to a "T"! I know that horrible worst case thing all to well. My husband asked me the other day "why do you always think so negative?" I think to some extent he understands the anxiety, but really if youve never experienced it , who knows if they truly know what your talking about. sigh. at least i fould someone with my mode of thinking.
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you.
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