So Sorry you're all going through this! Please do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about trying to calm down your anxiety however you can and that is Ok to feel scared i think. Remember that you won't be alone there and that they have said that the's doing better so Hopefully things won't go bad. i am not sure when will the visit take place but try not to think about it too much. i Hope everything will go definitely well. Please do keep us updated if you want to. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @cookiepie234, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!