Mountaindewed, I would want to support you, but haven't in recent weeks because at a point I felt you didn't want it from me, and clearly wrote as much. I recall the words. I'm not totally alone in this and think keeping quiet was out of respect for your wishes. I know that sometimes a person's support may not seem what is wanted, and sometimes it's on the wrong track. That doesn't mean that such support isn't/wasn't well-intentioned.

I hope you feel better soon. I'm sorry your struggles are particularly hard right now and that your family, friends, and mental healthcare team provide increasing support. People here do care. I care.