I have written in other posts about how I was in floristry we'll it ended up being a safety concern for me that I needed extra supervision and they would only let me stay in the course if I had a carer. My self esteem is shattered, I feel so useless not being able to finish a course on my own has really filled me up with an overwhelming fear, that I won't ever be able to work or have a family and kids. I just can't live with myself I feel so guilty even though it wasnt my fault no Psychiatrist took me serious and got me a counsellor. People ask me if I have a counsellor in my other threads no I don't and if I did it was because I went out on a limb and googled and asked my GP for a counsellor. Out of all my 'professionals' my GP was the only one who cared when I was unbareably depressed he was the only one who listened and put me back on Pristiq. Pristiq saved my life but I'm laying here wondering if being alive is worthwhile if I can't even finish a 8month course. I'm sick of being ignored and being thrown labels at me and just left alone. To Rockingham Mental Health I want them to know how much of useless dogs they are and thank you for nothing. I had to say I lived with my sister for alma street in Fremantle to take over my care because I swear if they don't I don't know what I'll do. I'm sick of living like this I feel like a useless parasite on this planet.