The only reason I know what you posted, @
Mountaindewed, is because someone else pasted it. It was suggested by moderators that I put you on ignore because everytime I post something regarding your situation, you snitch me out. I was one of several people who thought your use of meds was dangerous. You went through the roof when I posted that, & wrote that you weren't looking for advice -- & I heard from moderators.
Well, you probably won't like this, either. Support is a two-way street. I've noted that while others post words of support to other people on the boards, or give hugs, or thanks, you never do. Support should be reciprocal; perhaps if you gave more support, you'd receive more. Just a thought...