So Sorry things are not being good! Please do not give up! i don't think anyone deserves to be isolated and certainly not you. Managing anger or other personality traits can be difficult but i think it can be done. Are you currently getting any Help? Please do try your best. Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @annoyedgrunt84, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!