So Sorry for what you're going through! Please Do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about being So Sorry that you guys have to put up with this. Are you currently seeing a therapist or any kind of professional? Perhaps they may be able to Help with your nightmares and insomnia. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone. Please do keep us updated if you want to. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to ALL of you, @Purplegoat83, your Families, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!