I can't help but feel somewhat responsible for all the bad things that go in my life and the life of those around me. Ever since I left this summer to study abroad, nothing but misfortune has befallen my family and friends.

Friend ended up in the hospital
dad got laid off
dad was in two car accidents in two days, injured on second day crash
both cars are now in the shop, costly
mom has inured disc, not accident related
financial crisis! I'm running out of money over here...
grandfather is getting older (you know what I mean)
Not to mention my psychological problems, just wait till I add this one to their thoughts...

I feel like I'm some sort of chaos factor. Story of my life. When I'm around bad things tend to happen in smaller doses, but when I leave, everything gets worse. And just to spice things up, every once in a while, the roles reverse and I'm a walking disaster zone. I'm definitely feeling low right now. Low enough to win a limbo contest

I think I'm cursed.