I don't know what the best way to describe this thing is. My teaching job on weekdays is 9 hours a day. It's like 4.5 hours in the morning, and 4.5 hours in the evening. I recently take a nap in between. I'm thankful I can function well within those critical hours. After that, everything just feels flat, dull, and like I'm a very different person. No motivation to do anything else.


I did my second job for 13 hours straight today because of my deadline. I was okay while working, but now I feel helpless and and have all of these negative thoughts.