hi t

i guess youre booked up next week and since i started my new job i have very limited times im available to have a session. i realize ive ghosted you quite a bit since covid started. talking on the phone for 1.5 years as it stands is difficult because i literally have not seen you in person in 1.5 years.. sorry but that seems crazy to me. maybe not to you? i get the sense you dont really want to go back to how it was before inregards to your job as a therapist. like maybe you like the telehealth stuff because it does off some sort of disconnect. i know u get worked up over your clients and you struggle to separate that from your own self. i say that cuz ive known you for almost 11 years now. i mean cmon. 11 years! thats insane in itself. idk what im saying here but if i could talk with you right now id say im doing well, things are stable, and while i miss talking with u im doing fine. and also apologize for all the times i never answered your call cuz i know you are pretty frustrated with that. especially since you dont get paid at all to deal with me. so im gonna work on that. cuz thats disrespectful of me.