I’m back from holiday. You don’t even know I’ve been away. I didn’t take any meds to help me sleep the whole week…that’s the first time in years I’ve managed that when I’ve been staying somewhere away from home. I wish I could tell you. I ate properly as well, joined in with my family. I know you’ll be on your break in a couple of weeks, I wonder where you’re going, if you’re going away. I’m sorry I haven’t replied to your email. I think you’ll know it’s because I can’t….just can’t. I hope things become clearer soon. So much pain. Miss you.