I didn’t know spawn is a negative term. I’m just afraid of using any other term cuz I’ll cry. Cuz he cares about everyone else but me. Look how he treats my coworkers! A million times nicer and friendlier than he treats me. It really isn’t fair to me but my parents act like I deserve every bit of it.

So he doesn’t care about me and neither does the supervisor at Arby’s. And at least 5 other people. For the same ******* reason.

Please tell me if I were currently 15 and he hired me at his store, would he have appreciated that I find him the greatest thing since sliced bread? Or would my luck be just as bad looking up to someone?

I really miss how he used to treat me. When he used to me nice to me and treat me like everyone else and not push me away.