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Jun 27, 2021, 07:12 AM
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Originally Posted by ruby2011
I didn’t know spawn is a negative term. I’m just afraid of using any other term cuz I’ll cry. Cuz he cares about everyone else but me. Look how he treats my coworkers! A million times nicer and friendlier than he treats me. It really isn’t fair to me but my parents act like I deserve every bit of it.
So he doesn’t care about me and neither does the supervisor at Arby’s. And at least 5 other people. For the same fvcking reason.
Please tell me if I were currently 15 and he hired me at his store, would he have appreciated that I find him the greatest thing since sliced bread? Or would my luck be just as bad looking up to someone?
I really miss how he used to treat me. When he used to me nice to me and treat me like everyone else and not push me away.
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Did you read anything else I wrote? It doesn't matter why he cares about other people and not you. But the likely reason is because you are behaving like a stalker. You're imagining a relationship where there is none and trying to force that imaginary relationship on him.. You need to redirect yourself to something else before you escalate again, and it's worse this time.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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