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Jun 27, 2021, 08:30 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2004
Location: Kentucky, USA
Posts: 25,082
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Originally Posted by ruby2011
I’m trying really hard to make progress and desensitize myself to that GM being nicer and kinder to everyone else. I asked M to show me the messages between himself and the GM. I saw so many low carb recipes and what they each ate each night and a bit of small talk here and there.
I made Herculean effort to hold it together and I did! Even though intense sadness and jealousy overcame me. I told M that I didn’t cry and held it together.
He said he didn’t expect me to fall apart in the first place and that’s normal. It only got me a little dejected but in the end, I made progress
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What you have been writing in just your previous posts does not match what you are saying in this post. That does indicate mental issues you need professional help with. Good to read what you wrote in this post because it does indicate more rational thinking than what has been coming out of you lately. Just keep working on changing one step at a time. He is correct...."falling apart" would NOT be normal.
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