Ruby, you are fully obsessed over your interactions with the GM. You are a stalker. You need to own up to your issue. Otherwise no one here can help you. You’ve been repeating the same mistakes over and over and you never learn. Everyone here says the same things to you repeatedly to help you, but you’re so obsessed that you cannot hear it. It goes in one ear and out there other. You’ve already been fired from two jobs because of behavior problems. How long will you persist at this? Until you've hit rock bottom? When are you going to see that it’s YOU who is the problem? No one here can help you until you take ownership and responsibility for a problem you have.