Listen I am not saying there is anything like romantic feelings on your part but please remember this man is married with teenage children, he is in a position of authority. It’s inappropriate for you seek his attention in such intrusive manner. You aren’t two teens and you are having a crush. Back off now. It doesn’t matter if he is friendly or not, he is not part of your life. Find distractions please. Anything rather than bother with this man. You’ll lose your job. Please try to make an effort to distract yourself

I know it’s hard for you but make daily effort please. It’s ok to talk about it here but please leave him alone