Thanks for all the input. There really is nothing more to think about. I am not coming from a healthy place right now. I've lost all family, even though we never had a good relationship between us siblings. I've tried to keep the peace between them, I did my best. The farm, the horses, my dad, everything is gone. I guess that's why I'm on this forum, I have issues. This guy has been trying to be supportive, but I also remember telling him I take medication for depression and he disagrees with even that. Also my pain med, oh you shouldn't have that. It's prescribed by a doctor, I don't like weed, he smokes that and drinks. Anyways, I've got way too much on my mind to bother thinking about this guy. I'll get my vaccination later.