Well, he did initiate texting again. What's it been 3 weeks or so since I saw him. I replied he's welcome here. He said he'd visit me. He texted this morning, just to finish our conversation about vaccination. I don't know why I listened to him, he texted a lengthy 4 or so texts please don't get vaccinated yet. He's all into this thinking there will be unknown side effects likely or we don't know yet, I agree but I cancelled my appointment just because he started to make me more anxious than I already was. I thought getting vaccinated would be great since I plan to go back to work in a business where you're in close contact with clients. It just proved to me how easily I'm influenced.. I need to stay away from him. I have, but not even texting. I just asked what he's doing today, and "i have family over." ok, that's fine, I wasn't looking to see him just curious what he'd say. So, I've already mentioned I'd like to meet his family. I'm so done, it's so stupid to let him continue to make me think he cares about me but I'm not worth introducing. Men. I've got a bad idea in my head about them now. My landlord purposely does stuff to annoy me. So sick of this. I can't wait to have my own place. As soon as he said the word family, it makes me realize how much I miss my dad.