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Old Jun 27, 2021, 06:39 PM
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Originally Posted by Sapien View Post
Ughh, I'm stuck. I really should give my meds to my mom but then I'd have to give ALL my meds to her including the old klonopin and other meds I've been stashing in my room. I'm okay with giving everything but hte klonopin up, but I'm not safe with the amount I have left. I'm thinking like take a couple pills out and put them with my pill boxes and just have that and if I run out I'll ask for more. She should understand that. I probably shouldn't even be taking the klonopin but I think last night it was safer than staying in an impulsive, rageful mode with suicidal ideation.
I gotta figure out something to do for the rest of the night. I have a drawing I've been working on but it kinda sucks and I started it at least three months ago and just tossed it aside but I want to finish something for once.

Years ago I had needed my husband to hold my meds. I filled up a weeks worth in a med box and had zero access to any amount that could actually hurt me. Honestly it takes alot of strength to hand over meds when you are just not safe. Take good care of you
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