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Originally Posted by divine1966
Ruby it sounds like you are actually trying to get fired. You sound out of control. I wonder if you could take few days off and get yourself in order. It sounds like situation in Sams. All went well until you started acting completely out of control, we all begged you to stop. You didn’t. You lost that job. You’ll lose this one. Just stop now, take few days off, try to calm down. If you don’t think you can, you might need to leave this job on your own because you’ll be fired if you don’t stop.
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I will.
I find everything hard because of 2 people who clearly look down on me. I’m not even asking for sympathy. I just want to be treated like a person and 2 people are clearly incapable of treating me like a person. Since 6 weeks ago. At the start of my misfortune when I be approaching that GM to talk only to be pushed away.
This is why I find it hard to get it together even though on the other end of the line, 3 people are truly sympathetic. Rest of them is neutral.
I woulda never had my breakdown if these 2 people could at least be neutral like most of them. It’s just disturbing for them to snap at me (even mildly) over every little thing or stop associating with me. That’s not how you treat a person. It’s how you treat a subhuman.
I’m not a subhuman just because I got hurt that the GM keeps his distance although my parents insisted I am. They call me a particular Chinese word that’ll get people b…ch slapped if it was said to any Chinese person. It’s worse than the word “****.”
I was already weak from trying to process my grief for 6 weeks. I’m not strong enough to handle any snubbing from anyone, even if it’s only 2 people.
I’ve done my best with what I had.
How do I avoid working with them in the future?