Ruby, I'm not an advocate of masking or ABA therapy. I interact with too many Autism Advocates in my role as a patient advocate to support that. But the fact is these problems don't sound like ASD to me. Your fixation and infatuation with the GM is not about their behavior as a human and understanding that. Your fixation started well before they left the store. And your bad behavior all stems from this infatuation. You said you were diagnosed with BPD, and I think your issues arise out of that comorbidity. You seem prone to mood swings based on the behaviors of others, and that sounds like BPD to me, and the point is you need to follow up with a formal diagnosis so you can get the right help. You need professional help to help you navigate understanding which behaviors are appropriate for work and which are not.

You need to accept that understanding human behaviors takes time (for all of us) and in the meantime you simply need to behave. And also, some human behaviors you will never understand (that goes for all of us too) and you simply need to accept and move on.

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